So to lose something and to gain something. Yesterday my life changed for the good and bad for me. I had to do the unexpected and as usual unexpected things happen in everyone's life which is always a challenge. We ended up selling my Toyota Camry yesterday and it was gone for good. But it was for the good for my family. Like what people had said I am just too attached to it. Chris Ottesen had stated "Sam, I barely even remember the last thing I did with my beatup car. It blew up on me and such in the end and I got rid of that. Think of the good memories and don't focus on the bad ones. You had good memories in that car and you'll have more new memories in your next cars." I started to think maybe I have to stop dwelling on the past so much and life just keeps on going on no matter what happens. I wish I could have done this, I wish I could have done that... All are just thoughts of regrets and which I learned could drive people crazily insane.

It is terribly hard for me at first because I had drove the car for about 2 years but now it is about time that I have to move on. I had chose to do a few things I didn't want to do which was caring for the family. I chose to give in and agree to sell the car because it was all in case of anything that could happen later on. It sucks for me but oh well. Now I'll just be driving my mother's car which is a good thing because I still have a car that I can drive. I think of the car a lot alongside some junky. Its not so great of a thought and I've really been in some emotional stress. The least I could do is read God's Word which I haven't in a long while. I am not sure how things will work out but I'll just have to rely on God a whole lot more then just handling things myself. How else will I be able to do it now? If anyone is reading this please keep me in your prayers and pray that I can get through tons of emotional stresses and I will pray for myself as well.