Happy Birthday to my Mother! Wow you've really gone through a lot this year but I am glad you and I both made it through. This year had involved lots of cars that life had threw at us. From Me going to College and being away from home, Funerals, Classes, Grades, and many more Challenges. Yet you decided you were going to face it no matter what. I Love you for being patient, loving, and caring all the time for all of the family. It was great hanging out with you today. Despite how it was different this year I will still keep this in memory.

Sometimes I wonder what it will be like for me in the future. I think of myself and whoever I am going to marry to being parents of children. It is surely a lot of responsibility but I sure am willing to take it all no matter the cause. I know that even if life throws a ton of things at us we won't walk out of the relationship at all. It will not be an option as we should face challenges. Even if a screwover like the school psychologist guy comes back and tries to ruin us that will Not affect us at all. Life will always have challenges and throw a ton of unwanted things at us that we will need to face. Running away is always the worst option because it shows you will never get things done. A responsible person would face it all. A devoted person would be loving and caring. That's what I have learned a lot these past few years. Hope I can be that person one day in a few years from now.

Lots of times it is better to not dwell on the past. Like what people have told me "If you keep dwelling on the past it will just torture you for the rest of your life!" Times have been like that and I will have to try to move on. I think of when I was being really considerate to the family this past weekend. We had chose to get rid of my car instead of my dad's old car. We had really reasonable reasons to get rid of mine as it was also old and beat up at 99k miles. I really wanted to tear when I saw it go out of our driveway. I had thought of all the good times I had with it no matter what. Like driving it through the good old streets of Lk. Hiawatha, to Parsippany High School, and even to Prom Weekend which was an awesome time. Oh well like what it is it must come and go as life moves on. I hope I can make new memories in the new car I drive. That would surely be amazing after all like what people say!