June has gone by fast. I was able to get through the rough week with a whole lot of things going on. Other than the car being gone I was fixing up stuff around the house. I had been spending more time doing some things that I haven't really been doing. I read a book and even read the Bible first time in a long time. I often feel that I want to get back into the Christian Life because I still go in and out with that here and there and even now. I struggle with my faith in God sometimes and sure do wish to get back on track.

I read a book called Victory Over The Darkness and it sure does have a lot of things that I can think of in my life. I honestly read a few parts that surprisingly relate to what I go through in my life. Thank God for this slow week that I was able to try to get my head together and focus more on Him instead of my own things. I don't know what my summer will look like but I hope that things get in place for real. I have my struggles still in not being able to get over the past. Now I just read through Bible passages and try to look to the future. Sometimes I think that it might even be time for me to grow up as soon as possible. It is better to try to grow up now than just be a bum. I also gotta try to find a job so that I can try to have something to do. I sometimes wish that last summer was better but I don't know what I can do anymore with my things. Oh well time to keep moving on with life.