Well tomorrow is my 20th birthday. I have a lot of thoughts inside of my mind. Usually on people's birthdays they say to make a wish. Here at College because I live on the Sparta Floor we Yellow Breeches Creek other people in. That means we throw them into the water. But this year my wish seems to be different. I have been through enormous amounts of thoughts and trials here. Luckily its not bad like it was last Semester. It is just that I am going to be learning and working harder than ever.

So following up on my last post I had mentioned about my laptop. Things seem to be worse and its causing me some stresses but in the long run it could be for the good of myself. Well IT Service on campus had called today and told me that my laptop wasn't working well. The cause was the motherboard that had been damaged in some ways. It is going to be shipped out and get fixed which means I'll have to be going to the Library a whole lot more than ever. But at the same time I get thoughts that I can focus more on my work. It seems as though so many things are happening because of my errors. But honestly, sometimes I am thinking that God showing me in some ways that I have to Learn to take control of my Own things and be More Responsible. He might also want me to concentrate more on my work. I haven't really been doing well in one of my classes and it could be at the most critical point if I keep sitting in front of my computer and not avoiding all temptations.

In College which I learned from the very start is that you are here to learn and work hard. I used to always think that it is freedom being away from home and your family. But its really a whole lot more than being away. Its to train you to be independent and work on things all by yourself. Here a lot of people work really hard to have good grades for the good of themselves in the future. It shows me that I should do it too. Life isn't always going to be as easy as I think I am. Now that I am going to be 20 people will seem to expect more out of me. I will definitely face a lot more challenges and my life could get changed forever. Whatever everything is like right now I guess I should just leave it all up to God. He will make all things work together for My Good.