Hey Everyone, I am surprisingly updating this Blog even though it was only 1 day after I updated it yesterday or you can say it the good way 2 days before I turn 20. That means I'll be living in the world for 2 decades already. I am surely learning more about the grown up stage. Glad I was learning about it back in High School starting from about the middle of Junior Year. At that time I had been learning how to get out of the whole self-centered stage but I am glad I got out of it and grew up a whole lot more. Even here at College I have grown up. But recently I had some stresses getting to me that I thought of writing about.

I had wrote yesterday on my Facebook saying "When some things don't seem to work such as computer stuff and other things God might be telling me to focus on whats more important and critical for my life." It feels to me that I should take control of my life. Well anyways I started to really have stresses when I wasn't doing well in a class. I have been working hard in maintaining my schedule and getting things done but not working hard enough at all. There had been a CCC Paper that I had to write that I hadn't gotten started on and worst off I wasn't doing well in Music Theory. I wasn't doing anything and being a real lazy bum. I was thinking that I don't want to get kicked out of College if I just fail a class and pass all others. But classes will keep getting tougher as College goes on. What really affected me a lot was that Sunday Night my Laptop wouldn't start up while I was researching on my notes for a class. Things got worse and the next day I brought my Laptop over to IT Services. They said that they were going to get back to me as soon as they had fixed it but till today I haven't heard word about it being fixed.

Not having a laptop does hit me a lot as I have to travel across campus with my bike to get to the library to get things done. But I realized that I had accomplished a lot in my academic work. I was getting a lot more done without my laptop such as the CCC Paper in which I already typed up more than half. I was also getting work done for Theory and my other classes that I have to work on. I had honestly gone onto Facebook way too much and like I was a few years ago being stupid and falling in for a ton of drama. And Yes, I blocked a couple of people whom I had enough of for good. Like what a few friends back at home had told me "You need to be yourself and NOT worry about what other people are like because you are NOT other people." I do agree that I am NOT everyone. I am glad I always chose to live the life myself not caring how late I was staying out and finding my own things to do. I feel like I am some how getting back on track and getting to where I am supposed to be. It feels complicated sometimes but it is really for the better. Needless to say maybe God had really been showing me that He wanted me to go back on Track before things get to the most critical point. Blog Readers hope to hear from how you all think!