Man its July and still I barely update my blog. It is nearing the end of summer and yet I am still sitting around. But anyways there are a lot of things coming about at me. I just want to get through life and have unwanted thoughts get out. Its probably the reason why. But like what my friend had said I have control of my mind so I need to use it well. I need some time to just get through my life. I have the power to control myself and I know I can do it. I just have to seek some treatment for myself which will be good for me. I hope these thoughts can actually get out if I do my ways.

Well next post I have a whole ton of things to talk about. The summer is surely going by fast. It is much faster than I expected yet i already completed lots of things. Except for the fact that I don't have a job for the summer which really isn't good. I hopefully will be doing something soon because I want to be out of the house to interact with other people. It is much better if you have a resume showing you did things during the summers. I obviously want a job in the future get married and everything. But first off I need to have my life skills all done before I go on with that. What is shocking for me is that I haven't got to go to some places I wanted to go to yet. Hopefully it all happens soon as I can before I leave to go back to school. I love being with friends in both College and High School. Just going to be wanting to see them all again.