So much in this summer going on. I am living back here at home and feeling like wow its still the same. I have been doing so much Math and what really annoys me is that I don't really see people I just want to see. Man I always have such a bad feeling about this summer. Last summer was when our town had started to get really beat and there wasn't much to do. I just hope there will be more to do this summer. Sometimes I feel like some people I just don't want to see at all are walking back into my life. I don't understand why. It might make things bad for myself. Oh well I'll just have to brace myself for anything.

I have been trying to keep myself busy as heck even though it feels like there is still school for me. Well its easy going since its only 2 hours a day and I get to have class only 4 days a week. I hope that I do well and hopefully when the grade transfers I get a higher GPA then what it is right now. Life will keep going on and on. I really just want to start a bit more of summer already. What sucks up is that its taking a long while. But my most favorite place now is probably the Mall where I hope I can get that job. There has to be something for me to do this summer and I am hoping there will be more.

As much as I keep thinking of life moving on forward, something has been coming in my mind. I have the thought that this summer may be one of the last summers I see my PHS '11ers. I sure had a lot of good times with them and I am sure a majority of the friends I have among that crowd will be able to come to my wedding in the near future. And No I will not separate from them as much as people tell me to. I just think its better that I make my own choices and hang out with them as much as I can. I do feel they came into my life for a good reason and as a result I don't want them to leave just yet. That one group I was with was like family to me. Despite how it is just a bummer that were all spread out I don't want to lose family. I sure do know that I still want to keep friends even though I want to have some relationship with someone. It is always a good choice as taught to divide time well between your friends and the soulmate. I hope that I can do well with that as time goes by.