Wow tomorrow is my big day and in fact its gonna be my 21st! Whew Yes I actually can't wait for it now. It sure is going to be great. But one thing is I miss my family back at home. I do wish that I could actually celebrate with them alongside some of my friends if only they weren't far. But I do miss them and according to my friends they seem to be fine. I am happy and thankful for some friends who still live back in Parsippany that go to check if my family is okay. Think of them often and I really can't believe that I had gotten this far in life. Almost going to be drawing near the real world and in fact not long after I'll be graduating College.

So yes tomorrow I shall be going to the baseball game in Harrisburg alongside Nic, Jon, Preston, and Zak. We will have a fun time tomorrow which is going to be very exciting. It will also be the first baseball game that I have been to in about 6 years. Wow that is quite a long time because I remember last time we went we were near TCNJ. It was around that time when my tennis team went off campus to eat and then go to the game. It was at a nearby stadium in which we had fun. I still remember parts of it but I just can't wait till tomorrow now! It can't go any faster can it? A few more hours and its there!

Wow just four days before my Birthday and I am now gonna be 21 which is quite a big shock! I often remember thinking back to what my parents had told me. After the four years of College you have to be able to support yourself. Other people had it in similar ways said to their own children who are in College such as, "When you are 22 you are on your own." It is shocking in fact that its just years till we get into the real world. It doesn't seem to be too far away for me now. I am bound to grow up and actually be a man instead of a boy. In fact as Boban had stated, "You are now a Big Man now your NOT a little boy anymore. Means I got lots to do as I am heading towards the real world. Man a few more days and it is it. Lots of studying to do today and tomorrow and hopefully it all ends and I am not sick on my Birthday.

It is April and it is also the end of a busy week. This past week has been very very very hectic. So many papers were due all this week. Social Work, Theology, and Psychology. Worst off the Social Work one was actually 14 pages long and it took a long while to do it. Whew now I have more than enough gray hair coming out due to the stress. But I have learned something even better. I am slowly starting to calm down by a lot! I took a good survey and asked 10 people the question, "By what you observed in me do you think I calmed down a lot this Semester compared to last year and last Semester?" There responses were all a "Yes you have and I can see it." Please be honest and they were. It sounds like it is a good improvement but I am hoping that it does keep going on and getting a whole lot better! I am happy for wild life to be over knowing when to act wild and when I should act human.

The days and weather here is just getting a whole lot better. It is warmer outside which means no more sweater and jeans. Except for the part where I have to wear it to work. Bleh I don't want to but oh well. I have a lot more work than ever and today was just sweaty and hot. I was nearly falling asleep in my classes and nearly not concentrating. Better wake up sometimes and start concentrating. Hopefully we get the AC on soon!