I was finally able to see a ton of people. It was really good to catch up with them. I Finally got to see Stacey Slaughter at last! She surprisingly still looked the same as before and was still tall like she was before. It was good to catch up with her too. Alongside Stacey I also got to see people like George Merrill and many whom he graduated HS the same year with. Surprisingly I ran into my Messiah friend who graduated HS a year before me and he was in town too! We were both surprised to see each other not really expecting it to happen! I was very happy to be out of the house because it wasn't such a great time at home. Sometimes my mother was still upset. But yeah my father passed away not too long ago. I think that it will take a while. Of course its well said, people deal with grief differently. I talked to George and some of his friends about this. They were calming me down a lot slowly and slowly and I was feeling better. It was hurting my family still as she was yelling at me and I was just upset with how I was treated at certain points. Like even the fact I was fending for myself for the rest of High School. They told me that yeah its a challenge I faced and it is going to build me a lot stronger for the good of myself. But anyways my plan is that I will see a ton more friends as the break goes on and on. Hopefully things will settle down.

Break So Far!

There have been good times such as yesterday. I went into town and saw a ton more people whom I haven't seen since August. I finally got to see my good friend Joey Greenzweig who is now a Senior at Parsippany High School. Wow he changed a bit with longer hair. We relived our moments and I even gave him one of the donuts I bought from Dunkin Donuts. I loved him and I missed him a lot because of how far I was away from him. He had always been the kid who would help me out no matter what knowing what I knew was right. I really do miss Parsippany and Lk. Hiawatha a lot as it felt like home. But I know that I'll move out in the future to who knows where.

That same night I saw more and more people like Brofest and Natalie. A part of Brofest had came to my Father's Wake back last month and it was good seeing them again. We talked about my life and how to rearrange everything like it used to be. I felt like everything was still out of order with my father being gone. But now that its break its good to try to get everything in place. I was owning the night and it was feeling good because I feel I am going to be able to go out a whole lot more this time. Not like last break when I barely got to see anyone. I hope that this week I can see some more people.

I am now back at home from College. It seems to be a good start to break so far. I arrived back home Thursday Night and finally got to see my room again. It felt good sleeping in my room again. Yesterday I was able to go back to Parsippany High School to visit my old friends and such. It was a good visit. I was able to see the students whom I was friends with that I haven't seen in about 4-5 months. Then I saw many teachers and went inside the school. The whole school still looked the same. It wasn't an awkward feeling going back to visit like how people would say it was. I left behind a good amount of friends that I made throughout the years. Needless to say I was running around the parking lots hugging so many people because they gave me a warm welcome back. It was good to be back again.

Later on that night I went into Lk. Hiawatha. I was able to relive all my moments again. Dunkin Donuts, going around and about in town, hanging out with a few friends. It was a great time seeing people whom I haven't seen since the summer because I moved out. They all surprisingly look the same as they did before. But while reflecting back I remember that 1 year ago I was sick and under some emotional stresses which was unnecessary. I am past that and ready to move on. But one thing I think of was hanging out with a friend of mine named Matt Reid and it was a fun time. A year really did go by fast with me changing a lot.